I was pretty sure I msg'd you back but it may not have sent. But why do we need to do this again you already lost 2v2 in town, you and t vs me and early grace a few days ago. You also lost in a tourney to two complete no namers from eq. No one is saying you aren't great at pvp and I'm sure you can beat anyone in eq but....
We play this game for fun and to grief. You play this game as some sort of skill based exercise in which you have spent 1000's of hours trying to be good. Even after all of that time you are still losing to a bunch of people who could care less about being good or dueling, that makes you sad and pathetic. Also may I note that many of the people you play with don't even want to play with you anymore and are joining our guild or are begging to be let back in (exp. the only person who ever made you competitive: Mico.) Simple fact is we field all the time, we kill people non-stop and everyone is having a great time dominating the shard. I can only imagine how depressing and boring your vent must sound like.
In many ways I feel really sorry for you stides it must suck to invest all this time in a game to be pro (dt is still a gank btw) only to be totally irrelevant and worked off the field every time you pop your head out of safe.